That’s Amore

You joke

A lot

About how I’m your nightmare

How

You’re just not that into it

You tell me 

In so many actions 

That we are two roads diverged in a yellow wood

That deforestation has brought back together 

I don’t want to be your worst case scenario

Love

I don’t want to be the path of least resistance

I want to be a choice you make every day

Knowing

Full well that the world is full of choices different if not better than me 

I can’t 

Love you into loving me back 

I can’t

Be the partner I hope to have 

I can be your partner 

And

I can accept what you give 

Or not

But with me 

There’s no halfway

There’s no feeling it out

There’s no casual

It’s forever or forgotten 

It’s the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie 

Or

A sun bleached flyer long since faded

So when you tell me 

You’re in

You’re my partner my team mate my cheering section my tough love my always

You’ve gotta mean it

Because I don’t do half measures

I’m not interested in going through life with or as an NPC

But that’s a problem 

Because

Lately 

I can’t feel you next to me

-EJoveJohnson